my day!

Every time i think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine, but it’s a problem i find
Living a life that i can’t leave behind

There’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes and it’s what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Chorus:
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You say the words that i can’t say

I feel fine and i feel good
I feel like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don’t know what to say
Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I’m not sure what this could mean
I don’t think you’re what you seem
I do admit to myself that if i hurt someone else
Then i’ll never see just what we’re meant to be

Chorus

Every time i see you falling i’ll
Get down on my knees and pray;
I’m waiting for the final moment you’ll
Say the words that i can’t say.

I’ve known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we’d ever be?
I’ve loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
But babe, is this all we ever could be?

You tell me things i’ve never known
I’ve shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again i’m glad

I’ve known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it’s gonna be
I’ve loved you then and i love you still
You’re a friend of mine
Now, i know friends are all we ever could be

You tell me things i’ve never known
I’ve shown you love you’ve never shown
But then again, when you cry
I’m always at your side
You tell me ’bout the love you’ve had
And i listen very eagerly
But deep inside you’ll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad

But then again
Then again
Then again i’m glad

Every teardrop tells a story

of joy, laughter & misery

a single tear that’s shed

Speaks for words left unsaid.

Teardrops know stories of broken hearts

of shattered dreams & brand-new starts

No matter how one stops than from falling,

They’ll fall down & ease the pain

they’re feeling.

It’s a witness to every broken heart

When someone loses a lover

The saddest part is when one can’t make him stay

That’s when tears get in the way.

It’s a witness to shattered dreams

To blown-up sand castles & vicious screams

tears fall when love fails

Tears fall when destiny fails.

It’s wrong to think that it’s a burden

to let tears fall from your eyes

Yes, it hurts so much that’s why we cry

We can’t stop it from falling no matter

how hard we try.

But what it relly does

is take away the pain that we’re feeling

let it wash the pies of your broken heart

and leave it build a better start.

Cry once and that’s the end

Don’t ever cry again, promise me my friend

Tonight, cry your heart out for the last time

Cry until no teardrops fall from your eyes.

Drop by drop let it fall

But after tonight cry no more

Remember that you’re only strong

if you let go

Move on… even if you still love him so. 

….i don’t know what to do. Ithought this month will be the start of something new in my life but i’m dead wrong. January brings good & bad luck in my life. The good one would be celebrating & welcome the new year w/ my whole family. The 2nd was the most awaited bday of all girls, YES! i’m a debonair last 21st of January. Ican consider that day as one of my unforgettable bdays I have celebrated, although we didn’t celebrate it in formal like having cotillion, 18 candles, 18 treasures and even though I didn’t dance with the 18 roses in my life, I still feel the essence of my 18th bday with my friends, relatives & my special someone surrounds me. BUT this maybe the last good luck that happen, the day of my bday, my grandpa was admitted to the hospital b’coz he was sick & until now he’s not feeling well.It follows with the misunderstanding of my mom & grandpa they are in a cold war this time. Mama is not visiting grandpa ‘coz she was upset of what grandpa have told her, even me too I feel the same way like what my Mom feels, but still as his grandchild I visited him like nothing happen between them with my mom. Another bad luck comes, the following week the husband of my aunt was also admitted b’coz of his stomach ache and fortunately he was out patient same with my grandpa. Feels like everyday in my life I can’t missed bad luck, b’coz just yesterday my mom suffered a high-fever and until know she’s not feeling well, I can’t afford to look @ my mom lying in her bed sickish..

   This month is to harsh for us and I can’t take it…

    What else will come?!

It’s just an ordinary sunday to all BUT except for a little princess turning to a lady…Oops, i’m talking about me, myself and I… YES! I’m a debonair of Jan.21,08. That day was not just an ordinary day for me. As what the other debonair did, like dancing w/ their 18 roses, having a cotillion, receiving a wonderful & luxurious gifts from their 18 treasures, an inspiring & enlighting messages from their 18 candles all of those are just nothing for me. I celebrated my bday as simple as me, but I can’t deny that i’m also dreaming of having all of those especially dancing w/ my friends, relatives & of course receiving the 18th rose from my special someone, wearing my dream gown & having all the words from my friends eventhough i’m acting a boyish & sarcastic I do still dream of those decent things. The day b4 my bday 01/20/08 we went to the beach to celebrate w/ my family, relatives and friends. I’m thankful b’coz they are w/ me celebrating my special day.

On the day of my baday me & my special someone went to the church, we pray & light a candle. I lighted 2 candles & each candle has my wishes. My 1st wish, would be the good health of my family and my grandpa. I also thank God that I still have my family. The 2nd was the strong relationship between me and my baby.I also thank God for giving me another yeAR to live in this world. That day did not stop in that scene, we watch movie, then we have foodtrip. The last thing we did was we went to the mall & i didn’t expected that he will bought a flower for me. His looking for a white rose but he didn’t saw some that’s why he gave me a pink roise. At first i was shy to get the flower b’coz i’m not really into it & this is the first time i received a flower from a guy & he’s the first guy who gave me. I don’t know have plan to receive it but I saw his eyes starting to cry that’s why I got the flower from his hand..jeje.. But of course i’m so happy, he really proved to me many times that he love me so much..

    That is Jan.21,08 in Dearly’s life……

Though I tried before to tell him All the feelings I have for him in my heart Everytime that I come near him I just loose my nerve as I’ve done from the start (Chorus) Coz every little thing he does is magic Every thing he does just turns me on Even though my life before was tragic Now I know my love for him goes on Do I have to tell the story Of the thousand rainy days since we first met It’s a big enough umbrella But it’s always me who ends up getting wet (Repeat Chorus) I resolve to call him up A thousand times a day And ask him if he’ll marry me In some old fashioned way But my silent fears have gripped me Long before I reached the phone Long before my tongue has stripped me Must I always be alone (Repeat Chorus) Every little thing Every little thing he does Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

I’ve been with you boy
Three years is quite a while
But getting too sensual
Is really not my style

You know I love you
And I like it just like this
And sometimes I feel like
Giving you more than just a kiss…

But baby it’s wrong
Baby it’s not my kind of game
If I give it to you now
Our love will never be the same

It won’t be long
We gotta play our love just right
I know you know the time will come
But baby for tonight…

Let’s take it slow (so slow)
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby for you, I’ll lay it all on the line

You oughtta know (oughtta know)
Boy I ain’t got nowhere to go
I’ll give it to you, only to you…
We gotta take it real slow

When we get together
You know I feel the fire
It burns up inside me, oh
That natural desire

I know that you feel it too,
I know you wanna flow
Keep dreamin’ about it
And the fire starts to grow

But baby it’s wrong
Baby it’s not my kind of game
If I give it to you now
Our love will never be the same

It won’t be long
We gotta play our love just right
I know you know the time will come
But baby for tonight…

Let’s take it slow (so slow)
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby for you, I’ll lay it all on the line

You oughtta know (oughtta know)
Boy I ain’t got nowhere to go
I’ll give it to you, only to you…
We gotta take it real slow

I know tomorrow
It will still be you and me
I’m savin’ it all for you
Especially

Trust in me, baby
When I say this to you…
If we wait a little longer
Our love will be forever true

Let’s take it slow (so slow)
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby for you, I’ll lay it all on the line

You oughtta know (oughtta know)
Boy I ain’t got nowhere to go
I’ll give it to you, only to you…
We gotta take it real slow

L-O-V-E a one syllable word,
easy to read but difficult to
understand.
A simple word that will
rock your world in which
can make you feel crazy
when you’re in it.
It releases your enigma but
can also cause many ailments
like heart attack, stress, fever
and even gain pimples in
your young and delicate face.
L-O-V-E can be
simple, sweet, full of jealous,
too serious, fling, just for fun,
for lust or even for temporary basis.
But there’s one thing you can’t deny,
L-O-V-E is for everybody,
sometimes we fail but keep on
going
for L-O-V-E will find
its own way to struck you.

01/10/07

10:20pm

-dearly-

this day is so tiresome and enjoy, i’ve brought my cousin "jk" in our school he was so amazed and he enjoyed…….. we went to Jollibee, i treat him kasi ayaw niya mag eat ng rice… cute daw ng cousin ko many said that chubby kasi eh…

And peace na din kami ng baboy ko!!!

so kainis din ala pasok, ala klaro ang announcement….grrrrrr

grrrrr….nag selos na pud ko naa daw nag offer sa iyaha kahapon,, kaaway na pud me, huhuhuhu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dili na pud me peace gi bawi nako………………

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