my day!

a wonderful feeling urge me when i got to know him more and more..
i tresured him as my bestfriend same as he was..
we just like to be with each other mingling and having some fun, going anywhere especially to the places we have not yet been through and sharing some memorable moments and places.
it came to the point that we were misinterpreted to all the people who surrounds us, they thought we were couples BUT yet we wasn’t..
we’re just better of as friends….
feeling shows and love comes out to my deepest heart!
i thought i was not able to love again after from my summer burst of dying from crying to the guy that i love so much…
i felt it again to him!i thought i’ve become numb from all what iv’e experience to my past relation…
but i was dead wrong i fell in love to the man whom i treasured as my bestFriend..
i don’t know how to face without showing what i felt for him,
i tried to stop my feelings but in everytime i saw him right next to me and glances his beautiful and sweet smiles my heart was totally broken..
i was afraid that he might know what iv’e felt for him…
he’s been a nice guy to me, he cared so much, listen to me when i have problems, lend his shoulder when i want to cry, tend to tell all the secrets i have and be as my heroe!
i’m still on his side , i try to be as myself like what i used to do and act to him…
i don’t know what he felt for me and all of a sudden everything has change..
he shows care to me but not as a friend, he acted as if we were couples…
i’m happy of it but i’m still confused i don’t know if this will be a right thing to be happen…
he says iLoveYou and i answered iLoveYou too. i don’t know what’s our status but all i know was that he loves me also..
i’m afraid of all the things that was happening to me know it’s been a de’javu…
it happen again that i used to fell in love with a closest friend…
i don’t stick to that perception and beliefs…
i follow my heart whatever will happen even if i get hurt i still do what i want to do at least iv’e been a happy fool in love…

Now we were 7months in our relationship as couples and we have a lot of plans for our future…
to build a nice and simple house and have our own family..
and most of all is to be successful in life….
they were many people who want to destroy our relationship but we won’t allow this thing to be happpen…
we will face those trials together holding hand with strong faith in our relationship and to god!

and that’s when i met him!!!

When I think about your lovin’
The sunday evenings, the fun we use to share
Looking through the memories in my mind
Since I’ve laughed and cried and thought it over
Now I realize that it’s never over only set aside

Oh it’s you sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hopin’ it’s not too late to try again
It’s you sweet baby
Ever always been captured by your smile, sweet baby
I will always be right there by your side
Right by your side

Lyin’ here alone I’m dreamin’
My mind keeps wanderin’ why
My thoughts are only you
Wanderin’ through the memories in myy mind
How could love so real have gone so empty
I just keep wanderin’ why
Well I ever find the love we share

Oh it’s you sweet baby
Though we’ve had such a long hard road to climb, sweet baby
Only hopin’ it’s not too late to try again
It’s you, sweet baby
Won’t you try and believe in what I say, sweet baby
I will always be right there by your sided, right by your side

There I was an empty piece of shell
I smile in my own world without even knowing
What love and life was all about

Then you came, you brought me out of the shell
You gave the world to me and before I knew
There I was so in love with you

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feeling
You gave new meaning to my life
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began
When I met you…

I love the touch of your hand
When i look in your eyes i just want
I know I’m on to something good

And I’m sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world
And take all my fears

You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love is different from the yesterday i knew
You taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever

And I’m sure when evening comes around
I know we’d be making love like never before
My love who could ask for more