my day!

why is it that there were many intruders..in my LIFE?! where they born to piss me!

gggg….there were so pathetic. did they don’t have any things to make their selves busy so that they don’t have to intrude my LIFE!!!?

guys…all i need is "RESPECT!"

is it difficult to show some respect especially to your so called ‘barkada’!

think of it many times!

my dear Friend?!

a wonderful feeling urge me when i got to know him more and more..
i tresured him as my bestfriend same as he was..
we just like to be with each other mingling and having some fun, going anywhere especially to the places we have not yet been through and sharing some memorable moments and places.
it came to the point that we were misinterpreted to all the people who surrounds us, they thought we were couples BUT yet we wasn’t..
we’re just better of as friends….
feeling shows and love comes out to my deepest heart!
i thought i was not able to love again after from my summer burst of dying from crying to the guy that i love so much…
i felt it again to him!i thought i’ve become numb from all what iv’e experience to my past relation…
but i was dead wrong i fell in love to the man whom i treasured as my bestFriend..
i don’t know how to face without showing what i felt for him,
i tried to stop my feelings but in everytime i saw him right next to me and glances his beautiful and sweet smiles my heart was totally broken..
i was afraid that he might know what iv’e felt for him…
he’s been a nice guy to me, he cared so much, listen to me when i have problems, lend his shoulder when i want to cry, tend to tell all the secrets i have and be as my heroe!
i’m still on his side , i try to be as myself like what i used to do and act to him…
i don’t know what he felt for me and all of a sudden everything has change..
he shows care to me but not as a friend, he acted as if we were couples…
i’m happy of it but i’m still confused i don’t know if this will be a right thing to be happen…
he says iLoveYou and i answered iLoveYou too. i don’t know what’s our status but all i know was that he loves me also..
i’m afraid of all the things that was happening to me know it’s been a de’javu…
it happen again that i used to fell in love with a closest friend…
i don’t stick to that perception and beliefs…
i follow my heart whatever will happen even if i get hurt i still do what i want to do at least iv’e been a happy fool in love…

Now we were 7months in our relationship as couples and we have a lot of plans for our future…
to build a nice and simple house and have our own family..
and most of all is to be successful in life….
they were many people who want to destroy our relationship but we won’t allow this thing to be happpen…
we will face those trials together holding hand with strong faith in our relationship and to god!

and that’s when i met him!!!

When I think about your lovin’
The sunday evenings, the fun we use to share
Looking through the memories in my mind
Since I’ve laughed and cried and thought it over
Now I realize that it’s never over only set aside

Oh it’s you sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hopin’ it’s not too late to try again
It’s you sweet baby
Ever always been captured by your smile, sweet baby
I will always be right there by your side
Right by your side

Lyin’ here alone I’m dreamin’
My mind keeps wanderin’ why
My thoughts are only you
Wanderin’ through the memories in myy mind
How could love so real have gone so empty
I just keep wanderin’ why
Well I ever find the love we share

Oh it’s you sweet baby
Though we’ve had such a long hard road to climb, sweet baby
Only hopin’ it’s not too late to try again
It’s you, sweet baby
Won’t you try and believe in what I say, sweet baby
I will always be right there by your sided, right by your side

There I was an empty piece of shell
I smile in my own world without even knowing
What love and life was all about

Then you came, you brought me out of the shell
You gave the world to me and before I knew
There I was so in love with you

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feeling
You gave new meaning to my life
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began
When I met you…

I love the touch of your hand
When i look in your eyes i just want
I know I’m on to something good

And I’m sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world
And take all my fears

You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love is different from the yesterday i knew
You taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever

And I’m sure when evening comes around
I know we’d be making love like never before
My love who could ask for more

You just came by,

And you entered in my life.

I never knew you

after all and

I’ll never knew you.

I don’t even saw your face

all I have was to hear your voice.

You just came by

but you’ve rock my world.

I never knew you

Could do that and

I’ve never knew you did.

You show me you care

And you give me your love,

That a person I love couldn’t even give.

I was confused.

I was afraid but

I was interested

To know who you are.

Was there something in me?

Why you’re doing this to me?

I never know what your intention is

and I don’t know who you are.

All I really know is you’ve

Been a part of my life.

A passer-by

Who touches my entire life.

In times of your happiness

they were there,

When you feel great

they smile for you,

When your sad and down

they comfort you,

When you cry

They’ll cry with you

And

they can be your crying shoulder,

When you stumble and fall

they were there to lift you up.

That’s what friends are for,

to be with you all the time,

who will not say never

and you can easily rely on.

When the world turns you down

and even

When you’re lover leave you

with distress,

there’

She calls me baby, then she won’t call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what’s the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what’s the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won’t, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we’re not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it’s killing me.

She needs her own space. She’s playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she’s changed.
Jenny, what’s the problem?
I’m trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won’t, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we’re not moving on.
I’m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it’s killing me. It’s killing me. It’s killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won’t, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I’m not moving on.
I’m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won’t, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we’re not moving on.
I’m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It’s killing me. It’s killing me. Jenny.

Though i tried before to tell him
All the feeling i have for him in my heart
Every time that i come near him
I just loose my nerve
As i’ve done from the start.

Cause every little thing he does is magic
Even thing he does just turns me on
Eventhough my life before was tragic
Now i know my love for him goes on

Do i have to tell the story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met,
It’s a big enough umbrella
But it’s always me who ends up many ways

I resolve to call him a thousand times a day
And ask him if he’l marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before i reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must i always be alone.

Every little thing, every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic
Every little thing, every little thing he does,
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

* I just can’t understand the ways, Of all the men and their mistakes. You give them all your heart, and then they rip it all away…

- You told me how much you loved me, And how our love was meant to be. And i believed in you, i thought that you would set me free…

You should’ve just told me the truth, That i wasn’t the girl for you… Still i didn’t have a clue, So my heart depended on You… Whoah

Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl

* Been told a man will leave you cold, Get sick of you and bored… I know that it’s no lie, I gave my all still i just cry. Never again will i be fooled, to give my all when nothing’s true… I won’t be played again, but i will fall in love again…

— I loved u so… now u leave me in the cold, How could this be, i thought that u’d only love me… Into the night, i will pray that you’re alright.. You hurt me so, I can’t let u go —

You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love, Now i’m the only one in pain… will you please take it all away~ Oh~

Never thought born being a girl, How i can love you and be burned… And now i will build a wall, to never get torn again~

Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you’re special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don’t think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it’s not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I’ve been blind
you told me that you’d never let me down
whenever I needed you you’d always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you
Don’t take advantage of a girl’s willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
U didn’t know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[the guy said]
there is a girl whom I love. Now I can`t stay with her, but I still love her.